| Miserable on Christmas Eve. |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
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Damn, I am just pissed now. My mom and I attempted to go Christmas shopping but instead ended up talking/arguing in the car and going home. We talked about my situation and how it is impossible for me to move out and get my life going... and how no one will cosign my loan because I will graduate a broke, unemployed starving artist and they will have to pay off my loan. Oh, and its my fault for not calling every relative and asking them to commit this terrible sin. I find it insulting and horribly disappointing that my own brother would not cosign my loan. How can I possibly expect anyone else to cosign it? And apparently my grandparents have amazing credit, but "Don't you dare ask them". Yeah, there's no way I'm asking anyone now. We talked about other things too but let's not even get into that. In conclusion, no one can help me and I cannot help myself. I am stuck.
Like I said before, I am an optimist, so I won't dwell on this... I am looking forward to spending Christmas with Danny and his family. |
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| Parallel Synchronized Randomness |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|12:21 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Peter Bjorn And John | ] |
:D I haven't updated in a while huh. I've basically been working every day since I came home on Saturday. Christmas is coming up, and I am almost done with my shopping. Danny's gift is extra special.. I can't wait to give it to him (that's what she said).
I've been downloading music like crazy. Life is good. It can only get better, and I say that because I am an optimist. Just in case you didn't know already :D
Danny, I love you, and only you. You continue to surprise me with your words and actions... I very much like it. |
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| home sweet home |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|02:39 am] |
Well, I visited Nicole in Greenacres. I had fun, it was nice to see her. She really hasn't changed one bit :D However, it made me realize that I don't want to smoke (anything at all) or drink anymore. So I'm happy with my decision, and luckily I wasn't addicted to anything so it won't be difficult to do. I left her house today, and came to Danny's. I'm staying here tonight, and maybe tomorrow night. Either way I'll be home by Friday. I missed him a lot.
So right now Danny and Brad are working out.
And I am happy. I feel content when I'm with him. |
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| the mane remains |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|05:40 pm] |
Ashley left her scissors at work, so no hair cut for a while.
My car's battery has died, and I may need a new one.
I worked today.
I work tomorrow.
I miss Danny.
I can't wait to see Nicole. |
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